December 2011
And we sink, and we drown and what is lost can never be found well these arms did swim until the lungs pulled in panic was lost in a deep understanding… that you will see what is wrong with everything… what is wrong with you and me they make all the right reasons to fuck it up you’re gonna fuck it up
36860) There is not one day that goes by that I do...
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never good enough for anyone…no scratch good enough..just not enough…for anything.
UHM,
Bought new diet pills, they make junk food taste like shit i think i’m in love.
paranoia: lol everyone thinks you're boring and ugly haha someones talking about you right now omg your friends don't even like you that much they just pretend because they don't wanna sound mean but really you bore them and are so awkward no one can even bear to talk to you and everyone thinks you're weird because you actually are haha you're gonna die alone.
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I don’t want family, I don’t want friends, I don’t want pets, I don’t want clothes, I don’t want makeup, I don’t want anything anymore.. all I want is to disappear and be forgotten about forever..that’s it. To of never existed..is that too much to ask?..
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today has been aweful. i usually love christmas but everyone seemed in a foul mood. there was too much food and i was too depressed. got a few neat things but other than that i’m off to bed.
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can i just disappear… please? :/
