March 2012
I am disgusting and do not deserve to eat.
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waiting waiting waiting…still nothing.
i’m so lonely lately….
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my boyfriend has this game he plays on his kindle and theres a cow on it named moolissa. my name is melissa so everytime he refers to this character i think he’s talking to me, because i’m such a cow. lol. anyways,i’m getting a bunch of new clothes and shoes next weds i don’t know though it frightens me cus i always feel like crap when i try on new clothing…fasted...
February 2012
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everyone is being nice to me, my family is getting a long and coming together…my dad is clean and sober and graduating from rehab..my sister is speaking to me and came to see me and took me shopping today…my mom is being nice and helping me out with everything even cleaning…my boyfriend is being caring and working hard at his job to buy me nice things…my friends are talking...
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what’s funny is if anyone i know ever finds this blog i doubt they would even raise an eyebrow everyone knows i’m a “drunk” or “druggie” or just fucked up in general, some girl that self injures and is known as the biggest drunk around even told me “i never see u not fucked up on something’ i don’t know whether to embrace that or feel like shit...
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